Restlessness and Contentment

I found myself awake at 2 am. I was staring at the ceiling and wishing I was dreaming. But I just could not fall back asleep.  Some nights are like that. I am exhausted, but I just can’t sleep. Do you ever experience sleepless nights? That’s the worst, right? When I can’t sleep, my mind starts to run. You know, I think about EVERYTHING under the sun… My kids and their “stuff”, things in our house that need to be fixed, the start of school, finances, my marriage,  etc… Well, this night I was thinking about me. A dark, heavy blanket wrapped itself around me and I just felt overwhelmingly sad. I thought of all the wrong turns I’ve made in my life. I thought about the decisions that I *should* have made. I thought about...